Title: Flux-Firm

Gender: Male

Location: Southern California coastal valley

I'm drawn to integral mapping-activity and zaadz-platz considerations because of the depth and breadth of conversation, the various flairs for language and expression, the percolating interests and energy. For me it is experimental, strange, and scintillating. Topics are raised and addressed that are not easily seen, in many places, so gathered.

It seems the life-quests flow for me and us inexorably, and in pauses, regressions, and surges, sometimes straight, sometimes meandering, mixing with arising intention, within attractive and given settings.

The path is often not clear.

Life varies.

I am man, I am boy, I am known and unknown consciousness. I know I'm human, because I like chocolate.

I have two grown daughters for whom I have felt grateful. They are doing fortunately on this planet of perhaps capricious situations and time-place settings. I live alone in a simple apartment within a pleasing town center. I work with people, adults and children, in the counseling field - it has been important to my life to have had this opportunity and exposure and way to earn a livelihood. I have many community acquaintances, a few friends, though maybe not quite enough closeness. Lately, I'm noticing more of the ways that I avoid and limit intimacy - there may be some fulcra that allow this to change if it should.

Like many of yourselves, I am subject to and graced by the four dignities of man - standing, walking, sitting, lying. I move about the field of gravity and the field of dreams and the field of flashings of consciousness. Not by my doing alone, I'm a 4 quadrant kind of guy. I am subject to the ways of nature and the ways of man. Hi, guys and gals - you, too?

And I breath, I eat, excrete, eliminate, sleep, dream; enact graceful and enriching activities, re-enact tenacious defenses, foibles, facades, and awkwardness’s; I aspire and apparently sometimes inspire; I am drawn to the “higher tiers”, and I am danced among the rainbow colors of states of awareness and action, along the various lines of human capacity. I can not identify myself as COG upper or lower, yet, in the mirror, I sometimes look a little bit turquoise behind the ears.

I tend to be civil, cordial, relatively friendly, often articulate, sometimes reactive. One doesn't see it in flagrante often, but I have streaks of human sentimentality, and need for the group soaring of the flock, the choreography of the school, and the heat of the herd.

I am getting oriented still to life on earth, to cyber-community, to what's possible, probable, and interesting.

Again, life varies - and if it didn't, it wouldn't be life.

Thank you, flux-firm, douglas

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